Friday, January 28, 2005
I'm back in that place.. that place of sadness and fear. The place that I feel has such a hold on me..
I suppose that happens when you lose someone you care about and that you love so much. That's what happens when you lose a best friend. It would be different if we had hated each other when we said goodbye.. but when they tell you that they still love you and that you'll always be considered one of the best things in their lives at that certain time.. it's really hard to let go.
I never thought anything could affect me like this again. But when it hit.. it hit hard.
It's gone.. and.. the year passed all too quickly. Almost a year to the day we began our beautiful friendship, it has ended... and it leaves me with a feeling of nostalgia.
I know that feeling of nostalgia all too well. While I'd like to look towards the future and see the beautiful, great things to come, it's always a bit depressing to say goodbye to the current times that had served me so well. Just like you never realize what you had until it's gone.. time passes too quickly for us to see it while we're in its presence. I'm in one of those places right now.
I hope this year brings you much happiness and comfort and I hope it goes by at just the right pace so you can see everything and take it all in and savor every moment. This I do wish for you...
Left her mark at |12:42 PM|
Monday, January 10, 2005
Sorry I haven't written in so long... I've been out and about and doing stuffs..
Happy New Year everyone! Hope all is well.
Things are good here.. I started school again today..
I don't think I like this teacher.. but I'll just have to get over that.
We had a ny2005 party at Leah and Donald's apartment.. that was fun.. hehe.. a little TOO fun.. At least.. what I can remember of it...
My GPA for last quarter was a 3.4 ... not bad.. but I can do better.
I have to get braces in 11 weeks... and they have to stay on for 16-18 months..
Grand.. grand grand grand.
That's all I have to say about that. *hits self... "damn metal mouth..."*
Well, I guess that's all the updates I have...
Oh.. Donald leaves for the army tomorrow.. :( I'm gonna miss him.. he's like my brother.. and Leah's like my sister.. and it's upsetting that one of my family members is leaving.. and it kills me what Leah has to go through.. poor little Hannah, too.
He'll be back in 11 weeks though.. but then they leave to get stationed somewhere.. :(
I'll cope.. we all will.
Well, I love you all.. and I'll try to update more often....
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Name : Jayme Lyn
DOB : May 25th, 1986
Alias : JL, Angel, Pixie
College: Art Institute of Dallas