Wednesday, September 29, 2004
*Too much fun*
Man... these past two or three days have been fun. A LOT of fun.
"Yes.. I'd like a mocha coconut frappuchino with extra caramel sauce... Oh no... wait... sorry.. I'd like an m&m sonic blast and an oreo sonic blast... with extra spit.. because I know that's what you're going to do."
Hahah.. Lance and I went to sonic last night... and.. well.. that was our order.
We went a few hours before to the one in Rockwall, and we ordered Lance some food... and it took forever... so we pressed the button again and he goes, "Excuse me.. what's taking so long?! Are we ordering the food from China or something?!?!" hahaha... they brought it RIGHT out. Funny funny. Then we went out to Carrollton and Lance rode on top of my car.. holding on to my sunroof. HA. We're crazy.
I love it.
On a more serious note: I found this really cool poem that I want read at my funeral. One of my friends wrote it a long time ago... and it's just always.. stuck in my head.
"God saw you getting weaker,so He did what He thought best.He came and stood beside you,and He whispered,"Come to rest."We could not understand it,no matter how we tried.If love could have saved you,you never would have died. "
Mm... good stuff.
Well, I'm gonna go... I love you all.
Left her mark at |9:33 PM|
Saturday, September 25, 2004
.. are really hard to come by... but then you find a few that are really worth keeping.
Nichole: Always there for me. I've screwed up SOO many times with our friendship and she's always been such an angel and she's always forgiven me and given me another chance. I've learned a lot from her. She's so funny.. she's smart.. and she's so easy to talk to. She's good for having "boring fun", "crazy fun" and even "intellectual fun". She's GREAT with advice.. she's great to be serious with, and she's so much fun all the time. She's just all around.. perfect when it comes to humans. She holds a very special piece of my heart.. always will. Thank you Nichole.. thank you for being such a wonderful friend. I love you so much.
Leah: She's.. beyond great. There's never a dull moment with her. She's so crazy and fun.. but at the same time, she's logical. She keeps me grounded.. (which.. is weird.. because.. well... that used to be my role.) I've learned a lot from her. I learned that it's ok to be myself and not be afraid. She thinks I'm the craziest person alive.. and that's ok.. because.. hell.. that's who I am. She's been such an amazing friend to me. She's the aggressive, I'm the passive. And that works better than anything. I've been sick for the past couple of days, and she's taken care of me. :) Yesterday, she called me and asked, "Have you eaten anything?" I said, "Yeah.. well.. I had some soup.. and we didn't have any saltines.. and I really wanted some... *fake pouts*" and she goes, "Awh.. honey.. I'll bring you some saltines before D and I go to the fair..." .. well, she didn't bring any saltines, but she called me later and said, "I'm sorry I couldn't bring you any crackers, but.. I won a stuffed puppy for you at the fair to make you feel better.. " And today, she came over and brought my favorite soup, hot chocolate, and my puppy. :) We sat around and ate soup and watched a movie. She came over to make me feel better.. I love it.. I love her.. She's such an amazing friend and I don't know what I would ever do without her. She's.. just.. my closest friend.. my best friend.. and she's so good to me. Thank you Leah. I love you.
Nadia: She always knows how to make me feel better. She's always been there for me, and she always knows just how to fix any situation. She's so strong.. and her strength just astounds me. She's funny, talented, smart, beautiful and just all around wonderful. She's so much fun to be around.. but when you really need someone to just.. hold you and tell you that everything is going to be ok.. she's there. And not only does she promise you that things will be better.. she MAKES things happen so that everything is right again. She's so strong.. I really admire her.
Nadia "Fernie Lyn" Barton... I love you so much. Thank you for being you.
I'm so blessed.
Left her mark at |10:38 PM|
THINGS WOMEN SAY WHEN STRESSED AT WORK:
1.. Okay, Okay! I take it back. Unfuck you.
2.. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing.
3.. Well, this day was a total waste of make-up.
4.. Well, aren't we a damn ray of sunshine?
5.. Don't bother me; I'm living happily ever after.
6.. Do I look like a people person?
7.. This isn't an office. It's hell with fluorescent lighting.
8.. I started out with nothing, and still have most of it left.
9.. Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble wrap is cheap. You choose.
10. Why don't you try practicing random acts of ntelligence and senseless acts of self-control?
11.. I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years.
12.. Sarcasm is just one more service I offer.
13.. Do they ever shut up on your planet?
14.. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable
15.. Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize you haven't gone to sleep yet.
16.. Back off!! You're standing in my aura.
17.. Don't worry. I forgot your name too.
18.. I work 45 hours a week to be this poor.
19.. Not all men are annoying. Some are dead.
20.. Wait...I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.
21.. Chaos, panic and disorder...my work here is done.
22.. Ambivalent? Well, yes and no.
23.. You look like shit. Is that the style now?
24.. Earth is full. Go home.
25. Awe, did I step on your poor little bitty ego?
26.. I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert.
27.. A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth.
28. You are depriving some village of an idiot.
29.. If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport!!!
Left her mark at |10:08 AM|
Friday, September 24, 2004
I just started a new website everyone!!
Go check it out!
It's a START... that's all..
Nichole, I PROMISE tomorrow I'll do that 100 facts thing....
lol... I swear..
Left her mark at |11:07 PM|
*Welcome to.. *
My ear infection. lol. I'm sick. It's not fun.
I think I'm going to start another website. I'm pretty much confined to the house for a few days, so I've got nothing better to do. So I might as well just go ahead and learn a whole bunch of html that I didn't know before.
Cest la vie.
Leah's over right now. She really shouldn't be because she can't get sick.. it could be harmful to the baby. So.. but she's talking to her grandmother (well, Kyle Ford's grandmother) on the phone right now.. so that's why I'm writing.
I'm.. going to go find a place to create a new website.
I love you all.
Left her mark at |12:19 PM|
Thursday, September 23, 2004
*So here we are again... *
... sharing things that only matter to our own selves.
Don't know where that came from.
I just.. feel like writing.
I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. A lot. And most of them have to do with my friends. I've lied, I've cheated, and I've broken promises. But that was before I grew up. I'm 18 now. My word is all I have. And that's all I will ever have. So I'm doing this thing now, where I don't lie. Where I don't cheat. And where I don't break promises. I don't tell things that aren't mine to tell. I guess I always just took "trust" for granted. But.. not anymore. Trust is something you earn. In some of my friendships, "trust" is nothing more than an illusion. It's a "comfort" thing. Well, I've learned that you can't trust anyone. You just can't. So, I'm breaking the chain. I'm going to stop being who I was.. because that's not who I want to be. So, we're growing up. We're moving on. And we're going to be the people we want to be... because.. in the end.. that's all I'm going to have.
Left her mark at |10:21 PM|
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
*These cars make me want to... *
CREAM. HOLY SHIT. There are TWO cars that I want..
1. Nissan 350z http://www.nissanusa.com/vehicles/ModelHomePage/0,,30382,00.html
2. Honda S2000 http://www.hondacars.com/models/model_overview.asp?ModelName=S2000&bhcp=1&BrowserDetected=True
OH LORD I want those two cars. I would do ANYTHING for those two cars.
Oh Lord... Oh.... oh gosh...
..... They will be mine.
Left her mark at |11:44 PM|
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
I'm quickly running out of titles. I worked again today. I did pretty well. I made $55. That's pretty good for a Tuesday morning. :) I had this one table with these two ladies. They were SOOO nice! We were talking and they were like, "You have such a pretty smile!!! You're soo pretty! Such a beautiful girl.." and they were just.. really super nice. We joked around and such, and just had a little fun. :) Their tab was $24.07 and they left me a $16 tip. :) That REALLY made my day.
I like talking to nice people. And they were super nice.
"I changed my mind.. I want to be a ballerina."
Haha. Gilmore Girls is awesome.
Well, I'm done with this entry for now.
I love you all.
Left her mark at |6:18 PM|
Monday, September 13, 2004
*What can I say?*
Well, what can I say about today? It sucked. I was at work all day.. the entry I just wrote in here just got deleted... I HATE it when that happens. It's happened twice. The one I wrote before this was much more detailed.
Well, I'm going to bed now.
Left her mark at |11:53 PM|
Friday, September 10, 2004
*Just another day.*
Yeah, well, it's just another day.
Leah and I spent a lot of time together today. I got my yearbook from last year. (It takes FOREVER to get them because we have so many students and it's all in color this year... ) So, yeah.
We sent off baby shower invites today. That was cool.
Hung out with Lance. He's amazing at his job and people are coming in from other Sprint stores (like, management people) saying, "Yeah! We've heard all about you!" even though they're in a completely different city. It's great. I'm happy for him.
Sorry for the lack of enthusiasm.
I have to work tomorrow and just knowing that makes me want to barf.
I hate working there now.
I'm going to bed.
Love you all.
Left her mark at |11:00 PM|
Well... Today was rather uneventful. Haha. Hm.
I don't feel like writing much.
"I love you, and that's all that matters to me right now."
Left her mark at |12:15 AM|
Thursday, September 09, 2004
*I bid thee well... *
Well, this entry won't be very long, but, I want to introduce myself.
My name is Jayme Lyn. I'm 18 years old (as of May 25th, 2004). I just graduated from Rockwall High School in Rockwall, Texas. I love it here. We're right on the lake and it's so gorgeous.
I will be attending The Art Institute of Dallas starting October 4th, 2004. I'm getting my Bachelor's degree of Fine Arts in Digital Media Production. I'm single and loving it. My best friend Leah is pregnant with my Goddaughter. My other best friend Lance is absolutely amazing... he's my perfect match.. too bad he's gay. We're a regular "Will and Grace". That we are. Life in general is just... good. I'm the happiest I've been in a long time.
I hope you all find this kind of happiness.
Left her mark at |2:23 AM|
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Name : Jayme Lyn
DOB : May 25th, 1986
Alias : JL, Angel, Pixie
College: Art Institute of Dallas